super labil 2009

wanna go home
and wanna go back
then,wanna go home again

and why i always feel so lonely in my room,in these recent weeks

don't understand why

LABIL

selamat idul adha

selamat idul adha teman2,,,pasti lagi berpesta makan kambing deh,,
sayang gw ga suka sama kambing karena baunya yg masih kecium walaupun d apain juga bikin gw enek.

saya pulang ke jakarta lho kemarin malam,dan itu macetnya adalah gila2-an,,
rekor banget,dr itb ke pangkalan jati 5jam,,
gara2 euforia orang2 bandung dan kota entah berantah yang mau ke cianjur atau prwokerto menyambut idul adha (gw ga tau c mau kemana yg pasti dr pastur sm tol padalarang ramenya najubileeeee) dan terusannya yg mau ke jakarta malah lancar habis.

gimana liburan gw dirumah?
very bad,,
Orang tua tiba2 ke surabaya,abng gw paling bentar lagi pergi ngefutsal dan begajulan sampai malam. Dan gw akan menyampah dirumah. Ngapain jg ya gw pulang?
ga ada yang ngarepin kepulangan gw dirumah juga. Cuma tutor fisika yg tmenin gw kykna.
zztzzt




Perbedaan trbesar yg gw rasakan sejak gw tinggal d bandung : jadi Labil,galau dan suram. Iya,hidup saya suram sekali sekarang.

today is my birthday

quick update

Today is my birthday and i got some surprises from my kostmates and classmates.

And that really make me happy after seeing my "midtest physics scores" mood disaster today..

first,they threw me down to Intel(Indonesia Tenggelam) Pool which is in the center of campus and was very dirty (umm,, that made my mood decreased so much) but they made small surprise birthday party in the night when i was in bad mood and gave me special gift from jakarta. But,after all,,i am happy :)

love you friends ,,really love you (heart)

thanks grace,emil,anggita,rea,viony,gina,denisa,ache,jimmy,kinon,ridho,and other classmates and especially cieto :)

and for my SHS friend in jakarta sissy,beta,fienda,lana,dita,vrina,erwin,cindy,karin,dheeva,avy,imam,imee,Solo ada fadityo,,Rusia ada hans dan rutta who gave me their photos with birthday expression..

muah muah

goodbye my friends

my friends hans and rutta is flying to Rusia on 24th october 2009,,they will reach their dream and study hard there..

saya sedih tak bisa mengantar kalian nanti karena masih banyak urusan d itb,

tapi gw harap

kalian betah di dunia baru yg akan di jalani,jangan macem terlibat pergaulan yg enggak2,,

inget Tuhan di setiap pekerjaan kalian,,

rajin belajar

sering2 pulang k indonesia

makasih udah jadi teman yang baik selama 2tahun ini,,

Jesus bless you all

patah hati

fisika kau menghianati hati ku,sangat,sangat dan sangat

jadwal

to do list sekarang

jumat 9-10-09 uts kalkulus

jumat 16-10-09 uts fisika

(fisika gw masih hancur tak berbentuk dan tak berbayang)

jumat 23-10-09 uts kimia

selesai uts kimia keluarga besar gw ke bandung dan gw akan pindah kamar utk bbrp malam ke hotel,haha

selama uts itu belum masih ada tugas2 pelajaran lain,,tugas mbwg,,tugas psm dan tugas kelompok calon panitia itb fair 2010

notes:

gw sekarang lg ikut fun comitee skill training untuk ITB FAIR 2010,

doakan bisa bertahan bisa sampai jadi panitia benerannya ya,,

berharap bisa menjadi mahasiswi dewasa yang mempunyai inspirasi dan mempunyai ide2 unik dan kritis terhadap setiap keadaan khususnya Indonesia.

Berharap suatu saat bisa menyumbangkan sesuatu ke Indonesia ini sesuai dengan keprofesian yg akan gw jalanin,,

owl city

FIREFLIES

you would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
'Cause they fill the open air,
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and... stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head,
A sock hop beneath my bed,
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate good-byes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (they said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar(jar, jar, jar)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams


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